thugz

dont fuck with our left bewb.

meh heh shuh huh hih

me and my boo

mouths by me and aaron

i made this!

this is martie. shes lovely.

high nigga pie.

oreo crust. fudge. coconut milk vanilla ice cream. more crust. more fudge. and chocolate chocolate drizzle.

did i mention its medicinal?

this is how i wrap cooooookies! with yoshitomo nara postcard wrapping papers!

FUCK!

i love angry girl.

oh yeahhhh

space fox, meet sea wolf.

joey and janice's day of fun!

matching necklaces!

"here kiki-you work on the buildings, i'll work on the people. im gonna change their faces."

our creation!

st. paddys day sharks game with my pooh bear [eric].

eric: "they look like granny panties"

me: "pshh! no!!"

hunnay, yew sew seckzay, yew be maw-doh!

and now a word from our sponsers:

put ya jimmy hat on.

february/march

the sister and i at her wedding reception

supa tuff

i wanna be on you

last cigarette. EVER.

rawb.

rob has a new blog.

look.

[[insert barking noise here]]

warm weather! in february! i love san jose soo much!

not really in a writing-well mood, but im going to post anyways.

i am pleased to say that my prince charming and i are just peachy, thankyouverymuch. he treats me so damn well it makes my head spin. :)

my boy rolando is helping me build my dinosaurs! i feel like an assortment of t-rexs, brontosaurases, and raptors will really make my backyard complete.

typical monday. i got to decorate his driveway with sidewalk chalk. sunny days rule.

for a treat, toro will do your taxes.

dear diary, today, carly kicked a pigeon.

cliffsnotes..ish

summer: way fun. way too fast.

found out "j" was a pervert.

spying on my friend while she was peeing? so not cool. that boys got an ass that needs kicking.

got hired by whole foods in the bakery! took 6 years to get into that damn company, and thanks to my friend amber, i finally did. soo pleased.

favorite bit of the season: spontaneous trip to lick observatory with yaad, nick, and always my favorite rob. took an hour to get there, spent 3 hours talking about adjacent universes, aliens, and wishing on shooting stars. i think each of us secretly wanted to collect the most wishes on the off chance they might come true.

currently: dating prince charming. first date? swingin clubs at the driving range. yeah, we're ballerz.

i need to start playing the lottery more, because if im lucky enough to get him, im lucky enough to win millions.

i started making a 'day in the life' short film, filming bits and pieces with my cell phone, [the quality leaves something to be desired, but whatevs] but my phone took a dive into the toilet, so progress has stalled.

my two new friends, thinh and the ever flattering damian have been spoiling me with lots of fun impromptu photo shoots.

thanksgiving with my boo, the person im most grateful for in the entire world.

awkward awkward sweater party.

new tattoo. spicy.

ohmygooooodness

mm mmm im so glad summer is here!

it seems like everything gets a little nicer once the heat kicks in, and everyone seems to find more time in their day to hang out.

for some reason summer always kicks my butt into high gear. eff new years resolutions-when that mercury rises, so does my motivation. im currently sanding down my bike, and polishing it up so it shines shines shines when im riding down the road. [ive taken the pictures, i just cant figure out how to get em on here!] ive si

gned up for sewing classes so i can finally learn how to use a sewing machine, ive been practicing my dutch nearly everyday, and im in the excruciatingly slow process of downloading P90X, the amazing at-home workout system. By the end of the summer, im going to be a lean mean sewing and dutch speaking machine! i might even have regular updates of my progress...

i signed my lease today! i have my own place again! its in a funny house in a really great part of downtown, and it just so happens to be around the corner from J's house :)

yup we're still together and its awesome.

UPDATE: BARF. NOT AWESOME

justins dumbass chose to book his flight out here for july 4th

. guess whos spending the night at sfo? haha oh well. hes going to be my closet monster for the next month or two, so he can take a little torture before he drains the lifeblood out of me. i am kind of excited to show him around san jose though. flea market, music in the park, the east side [ima scare the white off him]..gona see it all. any sugg

estions as to where we should go?

ALL DAY

niet

im mildly annoyed. my boss at the job where im going on FOUR YEARS not only gave my delivery job to a girl I RECOMMENDED, but refused to give me a free ice cream sammy FOR MY BIRTHDAY!! THEN..he gave TWO to the delivery girl when she asked!!

GRRRRR

>:/

yeah i know i dont NEED an ice cream samich, but its the principle of the thing.

so now im back looking for a job. i have an invite to come harvest some pots at the end of june, so thatll probably take care of me for the rest of the summer, weed and money-wise. ive applied to whole foods a GAZILLION times, but they seem to have lost my application..hmm.

J is AWESOME. i know it seems like a small thing, but hes totally into arts&crafts day. instead of making fun of me for it [like an ex who shall not be named], he joined in :)because of him, i feel more confident about really diving into things ive wanted to accomplish:

-becoming a sewing MASTER

-getting more into doing art

-just being a generally better person.

i do wish he'd get a better wireless connection tho. im tired of sitting in the bathtub to get a half decent internet connection.

do i look bovvered?

jack: dumped

art: m.i.a.

me: completely unbothered

becaaauuusee...

i got to go to a sharks playoff game on MY BIRTHDAY! nevermind that they lost..

just like herpes...

..im back.

its been 6 months since my last post! tons has happened in that time, but i wont bore you with a lengthy update, just lil tidbits.

lacking income, i had to move back in with my birthmom. perks? free washing, no worrying if the roommates friends are going to go through my closet and play dress up [BIJAN!!!], and theres always food in the fridge.

about a week ago, i got my settlement check for my bike accident which is sweeeet! im actually using my spankin new laptop that i bought with my winnings right now. im considering moving to oregon if i can find a job up there. im planning on purchasing a camera so i can travel and blog regularly. hopefully my new gadgets and knack for ending up in ridiculous situations can snag me a blog job-writing skills to follow. :)

soo onto the goss.

love life? in transit.

im dating two guys and let me tell you, its EXHAUSTING. it got to the point where Monday, Wednesday, and Friday I'd go out with Art*, and Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, I'd go out with Jack*. Luckily, these boys are paid, otherwise id be in debt til the next millenium paying for all these dates! recently however, ive been seeing less of art and alot of Jack.

Jack doesnt want a relationship-just relations. . oddly, hes very keen on knowing my whereabouts and company. its a bummer, because im starting to have feelings for him.

Art...well i dont know what he wants. i know hes not seeing anyone else, but i dont feel the same chemistry with him that i have with jack.

pffft im so conflicted.

**names have been changed to protect my ass from snooping boyfriends

goodbye summer...?

september went by real quick.
nothing really is happening with my case with my accident. the lawyers and doctors and paper pushers are all in this circle jerk of retardation, and theres nothing to be done to speed up the process.

i had a rolickin good time at the american medical marijuana association's competition for strain of the year! i met ed rosenthal and rolled the fattest joint ive ever smoked with high times writer kyle kushman.

kyle kushman

this weekend was one of the best ive had all summer. i went to LA on wednesday for an interview, then went out dancing with a friend in hollywood. thursday, parky and i went to noho for sushi, and ended up at this joint called tokyo delves. the sushi was meh, but it was a badass party the whole time!

showin whats up at tokyo delves

friday, parky and ivan and i went to the rainbow room, where the guy who played leatherface hit on me nonstop, and then proceeded to spit run dmc rhymes at me til i left. saturday, parky and i got some HUGE 34oz beers for $7, and went to the pink floyd 3d laser show at laserium

mmm..breakfast

long time, too lazy

the title says it all.

so much has happened these last 2 1/2 months since i came home. if you arent familiar with it all, here's the cliffsnotes version:

brother gets in horrible accident, i freak out and leave france within 24 hrs.
get home, hardly to the fanfare i hoped for.
week later, found job.
2 weeks later, found place to live in downtown sj.
3 weeks later, and 3 days before i start my job, i got run over by a car, essentially killing any chance i had of having an awesome summer :(

so basically, this entire summer ive been spudsin it up on my couch. LAME!
but this post is not to update or complain about my current situation.
it is simply an apology.
im sorry for being a lazy lucy and neglecting my rarely read blog, and i promise to be more active in this publicly yuppie-fied narcissistic form of 'dear diary..' and feeble journalism.
pictures and regular posts to come.

ladies can show pride too!

Bo: Our playoff beards!
Me: I love it...but why are they ginger?
Bo: BECAUSE WE'RE GINGERS!! AND DONT ASK QUESTIONS!!!

on the daily

today was great-at least so far. i woke up to the sound of the rain on my camper while i was snug as a bug in a rug in my sleeping bag. didnt have to get up until 1. then i had the bar to myself for about 2 hours. its hard to find a nice quiet place to yourself around here, and getting the bar to yourself is damn near impossible. but here i am, sitting infront of the woodburning stove, feet propped up toasting and a sweet old dog by my side.
life is good.

miss list

so im not as homesick as i used to be. im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing. but i do still crave hearing the familiar voices of the people i love and seeing certain things. the old cliche "you dont know what you got til its gone" is so true.
i fucking hate cliches.
heres my list of things that pulls at my heart strings, in no particular order, except for the first.
DUH.

my dylie boo

mexicans!

mmm..number 16 with.. *DROOOOOOL*

and lastly but DEFINITELY but not least, TAPATIO.

i realized after i put these up that alot of the pictures are weird close up face shots. a littttttle creepy. yeah. sorry. and if you arent up here, then i probably dont miss you. nahh im kiddin. its just that all these were on my computer and im too damn lazy to troll through myspaces and facebooks for pictures.